ゼルダ・ウィリアムズのインスタグラム(zeldawilliams) - 9月15日 03時27分

You know you’ve left smoking behind when you haven’t even checked your habit timer in months... so long, in fact, that my one year anniversary away from cigarettes passed without my knowing! Smoking was more than just a habit for me, it was a crutch against my anxiety in crowds, a social salve I thought helped me feel more comfortable at parties. It was, in the end, a bunch of excuses I told myself helped me navigate the otherness I often felt. But then, this last year, I took a step back and took stock of a lot of my ‘habits’, good and bad. I took inventory of the many facets of myself that had come to the forefront in my late twenties, and began deciding what I wanted to keep and what could be shaved off clean, to reveal a new facet beneath. Maybe, if I’m lucky, a better one.
There are so many versions of ourselves we can live as, so many you’s that simultaneously exist within and express outwardly in tiny ways, like new hobbies or old habits. Perhaps that’s why I love acting so much, because briefly, I get to exist as a me I’d never be otherwise. But for all my facets, I’d just like to say how FUCKING ECSTATIC I am that smoking is no longer one!
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Now, acting will be the only place I’ll ever have to deal with that other ‘me’ again. And those cigarettes are as fake as the scenery ♥️
PS. The greatest irony of the photos above is that I’m 19 in the one I’m smoking in, and 28 in the one I’m not. Maybe it’s just me, but I’m pretty sure I look younger without the cigs ?

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