シャンテル・ヴァンサンテンのインスタグラム(therealshantel) - 3月28日 00時40分

With all my will I try... Try to avoid this day, close my eyes and make it go away... what it means... The memories... The utter heartbreak. The phone call from my mom telling me you were gone. Today marks the anniversary of the day your body left this world. Your voice silenced. Your eyes closed. I wish I could turn back time and just tell you I love you again. I wish for many things. But the sad reality is wishing can't bring you back. Avoiding today doesn't cancel the reality of death. 2 years have passed now and it feels like you have been gone an eternity... I still don't know how to process the pain, make sense of the loss, fill the emptiness or piece together my heart. I move forward, one day at a time, with your words beating in me, your spirit filling my soul, your legacy inspiring me. Healing only comes from gratitude. Appreciating the woman you were and the time I was blessed to share with you. See, loss can only be know because of the existence of LOVE. You, Grandma Doris, were the definition of love for me... Unconditional and eternal. I live each day hoping to define love to others so your spirit never dies... So your soul lives on through my smile. So cancer can't win. I carry on the message of hope and fight in your honor. It's all I can do in your absence to make sense of it all. Finding ways to make the world better just as you would have. I miss you more than any words could describe.
Today I chose to open my eyes and feel my pain... I found amongst my tears a smile because I knew your love and got to experience your life. I will live in gratitude forever, Grandma. "As long as I breathe I HOPE." #onedayatatime #grateful #DD #definelove #uffda

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