Been a while. So I've got a lot of things to atone for. The first one is if you bought a dog portrait from me. To those of you still waiting for their portraits they have been shipped or will be shipped in the next few days. Currently going through my inbox and responding to concerns and giving tracking numbers. If you have been looking for prints those are being mailed out (including ones from forever ago) as well. Everyone who has not been refunded for their way overdue purchase will be refunded in full within the next few weeks. Sorry for all of the headache and aggravation. I screwed up. Anyone annoyed or outright pissed at my behavior is justified. The short of it is I had a nervous breakdown. I lost sight of things. I've dealt with depression for most of my life, and thought I had learned to cope with it well. After moving across the country and having future plans blow up in my face in spectacular way, my life sorta went sideways. I stopped sleeping, stopped eating. Stopped going out. I got fired from jobs and started falling into debt. In the midst of being unemployed I started doing dog portraits just to pay rent and try to keep afloat. What is so stupid about this is that the majority of my problems stemmed from simply not asking for help. I tried to keep up appearances, seem like life was going as normal. The truth is I spiraled downwards. I was working full time and doing portraits when I could, and the pressure got to me. I ended up losing that job and living in a basement (thanks to those who kept my head above water during this shit show of a year btw) Anyway, I'm currently moving back east for a while. Trying to find some stability. I'm sorry for becoming scummy and withdrawn, being dishonest and not letting people know the whereabouts of the work they paid for. It will take some time but I will make sure I respond to everyone's emails and keep you all up to date. btdubs Wolfy is doing well. He's the same goof he's always been.

johnstortzさん(@johnstortz)が投稿した動画 - 2016/09/17 22:43:49