ヒラリー・スコットのインスタグラム(hillaryscottla) - 10月16日 07時16分

As I went searching for an image to post today for Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Day this was the one that jumped out at me. This simple statement is SO how I feel. Was our baby a boy or girl? Brown hair or blonde like their sister's? A scholar or an artist? Shortly after those thoughts crossed my mind I said to myself, "I can't post this because I don't want to bring anyone down. There are enough posts about this subject, and many other subjects, that are depressing and sad. I can handle this grief without bothering anyone else with it....I mean, I live with it everyday." For all of those excuses I and so many people(moms and dads) make to NOT talk about miscarriage and infant loss other days of the year...that's why I had to post this quote today!!! These words spoke to my heart, expressed my feelings perfectly, but made me extremely uncomfortable at the thought of it making someone else sad. Something tells me I'm not alone in my feelings from the previous sentence. As vocal as I've been publicly about my journey through grief, there are still so many days, privately, that are just HARD for me to talk about it. I, almost daily, pray the words Thy Will Be Done like I was doing over a year ago when we miscarried our baby...I know and TRUST God's will is what's best, but life isn't a perfectly wrapped package tied up with a pretty bow. It's suffocatingly hard, and excruciatingly painful sometimes. Today I'm choosing to verbalize the hard stuff, and hopeful that tomorrow won't sting quite so intensely. ❤️??❤️

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