レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 2月13日 22時48分
A love story... Part 1.
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My whole life I've been looking for a place to belong. For many years I was running; from boyfriend to boyfriend, country to country. I'd throw myself into relationships thinking they would save me. The year before I met Dennis I was head over heels in love no less than four times. I'd meet someone, experience an electric connection, convince myself that this was "it"... And then completely forget about the guy the moment something else caught my attention. What I didn't understand was that I was actually keeping my heart at a distance, never truly opening up to anyone at all.
Then I met Dennis. Or, actually, my dad met Dennis. We walked into a surf shop and the moment I laid eyes on him I felt like I was hit by a brick. I couldn't talk. Something about his presence made me completely unable to act cool. He said hi and I answered with "heherumpf" and felt my face turn red. He ended up talking to my dad. A lot. At one point my dad turned to me and said "weren't you looking for a surf instructor Rachel? I'm sure this guy can take you!" Dennis scribbled his number down on a piece of paper and handed it to me. "Sure! Call me if you want to go surfing. I'd love to take you" "Th-thanks", I said, feeling mortified. Where was my normal, breezy self? I couldn't even string two words together! After what felt like an eternity we finally left the store. Dennis smiled at me as I walked out but I couldn't even look at him. What was happening to me??
.. "You have the WORST taste in men", my dad told me as we were crossing the street outside. "Just look at that guy in there! Humble, straight-forward, good looking. You could tell right away; that's a great guy. And you didn't even give him the time of day! Instead you date these douchebags all the time. I hope one day you'll see the value in a guy that has both feet on the ground." My dad didn't know the reason I didn't talk to him was because I was physically unable to. Every cell in my body was screaming at me to call him. I didn't. Instead, I crumbled the note up and threw it away.
Whoever this guy was I wasn't ready for him. Or, that's what I told myself... #tobecontinued
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