Dear Lawrence- I did not know you physically. We never met, or ran a scene together, we never walked and laughed in the rain after class at The Actors Studio. We never raced into a bodega to get Guinness and the best cheese we could find, giddy with a tattered play in our hands. I never bored you with the fact that Lawrence is our family name, passed down to my Granddaddy. How I flew back to Omaha while he slipped away and as he did the Light shined in his eyes as if God was in his irises. That it was then that I knew peace for the first time, that our physical bodies are just a vessel for us to find truth. Truth that breaks us, liberates us, dampens and then we wake. We never sat on a dirty stoop and spoke of who we thought lived in the studio apartment on the third floor with the tapestries on their walls, imagining where they came from, their dreams, and why the slowly danced alone. We never bet on what their name would be or if they had a lover. And if they did, where their lover was, if they would walk through the door soon, what would be in their hands. We never got to ponder if the music was Billie Holiday or if she preferred dancing in silence. But I know you, as the angels do now and always since your birth. I know you were a Scorpio, that you called my best friend and teacher @hooligandreamers Lillikemp because she loves that, she is a Scorpio and loves you back. I know that we were and are forever connected as all humans are. All the dreamers, the artists, the empaths know. That is why we do what we do. We cannot live without the ache to truly, madly fall in love with everything and everyone. Humanity is our savior, messy, beautiful, complex. All we have is between 'action' and 'cut' for this moments bring the Oceans of love and mercy. Every other moment, grains of sand- until our eyes meet the sea. You are now forever embraced in the invisible sanctuary we look for at every glance. Someone once gave me invaluable advice, when writing, I should essentially cut in half. They were correct, but not in this instance. I honor you and your passing. It must be so beautiful now being pure Light with "sweet baby Jesus" and knowing it. Peace be still. ?

jaime_kingさん(@jaime_king)が投稿した動画 - 2017/03/04 15:21:55