Jazzy Cooper Fostersのインスタグラム(bordernerd) - 3月10日 00時48分

Thank you for your supportive comments. BB is helping me, while I am helping her. But I am realizing that the pain from this kind of loss will never go away. You just learn to live with it. I understand that people around me, in person and online, would want to see me adopt BB already. Though I adore her, I am not ready for another BC at this point...that might change tomorrow or months from now. I treat her, care for her and work with her like she's my own. But my heart is still very guarded. I'm scared to let her in because I feel like doing so would push Jazzy's memories away, which I've been desperately clinging on to. I know in my head that accepting another dog doesn't mean I am replacing her with Jazzy. Still, I am having a hard time when people suggest that I should keep BB. Please be patient with me while I continue to grieve, cherish Jazzy's memory, then hopefully and gradually open my heart again to another dog. I try to keep a tough face, but I still cry everyday as I miss Jazzy, my BooBoo, with every cells in my body. ??? #InMemoryOfJazzy

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