レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 3月11日 09時23分

March 10. Facebook gave me this memory today. Three years ago on this day I was lying in a hospital bed, convulsing with pain. You were in a hospital in another country, fighting for your life. I collapsed with a burst appendix at the airport and you crashed your car on the highway going home from the beach. We went to the hospital at the same time. We both had stomach surgery. I woke up the next morning. You didn't.
I sit here thinking about this on the same day exactly three years later, my hands resting on my giant belly. The scars from my surgery are long and stretched out, much bigger and more visible at 41 weeks and three days pregnant than they normally are. I'm here now embracing an entirely new pain, one that's different from what I felt three years ago. I feel my belly tighten and soften and tighten again in what I think are pre contractions, but I'm not sure. It's painful but soft and gentle still. It's a pain thats related to life, not death. It will get more intense and I know there will be moments when I doubt if I can do it but it's so divinely timed... I almost can't believe it. This baby will be born into this world around the same time that I lost you. What used to be death is transforming into birth and life. The beauty of this day, no matter how painful, is that it's reminding me that nothing is ever lost. You're still here. Holding my hand. Telling me everything is ok. That there is nothing I can't do. When it's time for Baby L to arrive and things get more intense you'll be there... Just like you've been here all along.
I miss you every day but I know now: it doesn't have to hurt all the time. I love you. Thank you for being the light I need to navigate the dark.
@ahlaluna #march10 #amorinfinito #sisterhood #gemelas

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