レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 3月11日 12時51分

somos un río. .
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I miss you every day. 4 years... It’s all still a dream. I sing our chants and wear our shoes and a lot of the time I still feel you here. And when I don’t I paint my nails with your nail polish and put on your pajama pants and roll out your yoga mat and it helps. Today was an okay day. We smiled and played and I didn’t cry until everything became quiet. Lea Luna has been up all night crying and I don’t know why. To keep me busy, maybe. To stay with what’s here, now. I rock her to sleep and wonder if she knows what day it is and it makes me so sad knowing there’s a favorite aunt she’ll never get to play with. I envision you both together; a whirlwind of chaos and shrieking laughter. Or maybe you talk already. I imagine you do. She kept walking up to your altar today, again and again, touching the stones and reaching for your picture. A year ago today I was 7 days overdue wondering why birth and death had to be so intertwined. I was convinced she would be born on your death day but I’m so glad she wasn’t. She needed her own day, one that doesn’t make me stay up crying in the middle of the night. She waited for the full moon and arrived 3 days later and for as long as I live I’ll have this week of life and death and birthdays and memories all intertwined as one.
Holding her in my arms
and you
in my heart.
#gemelas #march10 #soulsister #bestie #amorinfinito #volando

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