Nicole Mejiaのインスタグラム(nicole_mejia) - 9月2日 08時33分

1 month today ?
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“To thine own self be true”
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August was a tough month for me. There were so many times where I had the urge to give in and quit- a set of desires that I don’t experience too often.
I remember sitting in the hospital on the 1st and thinking that we would need to cancel our NYC event so that we could process. I had never lost someone close to me before so I didn’t know what to expect of the grieving process.
But we went.
We pushed through.
And since that weekend, it has been a nonstop succession of events requiring me to dig deep.
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I know that everyone has their own way of processing and healing, but what I can say of mine is that I feel swiftly and deeply. My emotions have a way of settling in so that they consume me for a time before I am able to have coherent thoughts or function as I normally do.
I have to say that I’m proud of myself for being able to show up all month. It signifies growth and maturity in an area where I used to feel completely powerless.
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Each time that I spoke to my grandma over the past year, she would listen to everything that I had going on and say little more than one specific phrase each time that I would ask for advice:
“To thine own self be true.”
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And I can’t tell you how many times I heard that in my head last month. ?
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Flying home right now consumed with a nostalgia aching in my chest.
Knowing that I will never see you again in the flesh is hard to comprehend, but knowing that you are at peace gives me peace.

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