ベイリー・マディソンのインスタグラム(baileemadison) - 1月31日 19時06分

Hi friends, haven’t done a post like this in a while and quite frankly I miss it and I’m also nervous to be posting something like this again. I used to always just post things because they brought me a whole lot of joy and honesty, and I still do that, but a lot of what I post has turned into a form of a job and I want to start going back to my old ways which includes sharing nights like this.
For some of you, you already know that I’ve always been pretty open about my faith. I grew up in a home that taught and encouraged it, and for me personally I’m so grateful for that. However, I be lying if I didn’t truthfully say that every single day is a constant effort to try to grow closer, feel stronger and more content in my relationship with God. I don’t pray like I want to. I don’t talk to Him like I want to. I don’t trust Him enough like I want to. But I choose Him. I want Him. And I love the work in progress that I am with Him.
Tonight I went to church, and a lot of it was based off plans... and how much time we spend obsessing over the things on this planet when there is such a larger and bigger future.
I don’t know about you, but I constantly find myself second guessing, wondering what the next move is, if I’ll still be good enough or relevant and man it’s EXHAUSTING. I’m tired. And then I have moments where I remember (especially tonight) and it’s a “oh that’s right. Hi God. YOU have a plan. YOU know what’s happening. YOU just need me to follow, to trust, and to have faith.” (Easier said than done)
I don’t know where you are in your life, where you stand in your relationship with faith or with God or if you even have a relationship at all with him... but for some reason tonight I wanted to share these words. I wanted you to know that it’s okay. It’s okay to be confused, or nervous. It’s okay to feel alone or lost. It’s okay to have absolutely no clue where your life is going... and it’s okay because you aren’t alone. He’s got you.
In a world of instant everything, it’s easy to get impatient with our life. It’s easy to be frustrated. It’s easy to feel discouraged- it’s easy to listen to what someone says about you and doubt (swipe pic for the rest)

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