キャロル・アン・ワッツのインスタグラム(thewildcard) - 3月3日 16時40分

My inner circle knows I’ve been going through one of the biggest storms of my career (not of my life, lets not be too dramatic here). I will cryptically say.. it involves an acute abuse of power, manipulation, and scary threatening behavior that has surpassed anything I’ve dealt with and anything anyone should allow. I’m writing this post because yes.. I have recently posted very light-hearted, surface-level content. Sadly, we all seem to buy into social media too much. This is a problem. My family and friends were rallying so hard to see me through this and I felt wrapped in love and support. I even felt like the light-grey sheep rather than the black sheep of the family haha. Everything started getting better. Through this I have challenged myself to find joy in small moments in a way that I didn’t do before.. like silly dance videos that I’m normally too uptight/too much of a workaholic to make. Getting responses passively implying that I’m a party girl or “I guess you’re fine now” have exceedingly missed the mark. No I am not fine. Yes, I am dealing with dark times and taking action while focusing on the light ahead. Our world is pretty messed up sometimes, but yet, it’s a beautiful place with all of the perfect conditions for LIFE, which is meant to be lived in the moment. Let us not take that for granted.
I have been really sad this past week.. not just because of the crazy stalker-like work situation, or the long meetings and tedious paperwork, the breakup awhile ago, upheaval causing me to move on a dime, or losing people I just wish were still in this world.. but also because we lack compassion so much as to look at some photos, assume someone has a charmed life, and judge those loved ones we actually KNOW, heart and soul.

I wish we could all see each other and the battles we face.. The passion, love, and brilliance that every single person embodies. So.. fine, I’ll post that photo again with the far-off look in my eyes, implying I’m a multi-layered person of depth who feels things and incites empathy within you.

Can we all just take a hard look at ourselves?

I wasn’t going to post this because I read it and realized it makes me sound “crazy”

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falkormedia @thewildcard you are one of the best and most amazing people I know and have had the pleasure of getting to know over a short period of time.... So sorry to hear that you are experiencing these lows in life, I wish I had the power to snap my fingers and make everything alright for those I care most about, but alas I cannot, just know I'm here for you and rooting for you to succeed in all that you do... Hoping everything gets better soon, hugs

michelleschmidt0413 @thewildcard thank you for sharing this. I was just having a similar conversation with someone about how social media creates a false sense of reality and makes us think we know what’s going on with people when really they might be struggling, praying for you right now as you’re navigating through this situation.

heathergilliland Sweet lady, you battle all you need to and ignore those who judge you. Sorry to hear you have been having a rough time. You deserve happiness and for those smiles to reach your eyes. Sending love from the East coast girl.

newartwon Just trying to make you laugh — I’m having a problem with my book right now. I might know how you feel — being so close and seeing your plans awry from events beyond your control can make you feel, well, crazy.

shaunoro Forward.......keep marching on. Life is like a rollercoaster ride with a lot of ups and downs. Sometimes you get thrown for a loop but the ride will stop. Things will get normal again. Namaste.

brittanyelizabethwilliams Really powerful, beautiful, and truthful words ❤️thanks for being so honest! I don’t know what you have been going through and having to deal with I’m glad to hear you’re doing better now ✨

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