ショーン・メンデスのインスタグラム(shawnmendes) - 3月6日 23時50分

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cinnamonheartbutterfly Hey how r u doing tonight?@shawnmendes yep im flipping out about seeing my ex in court next month. Scared outta my mind and its a month away. Cant stop thinking about it. Im obessing more then i think of u. Ya its bad. Even forgot my keys at work today in my coat im so anixous and always thinking about it. How im i going 2 see him? How am i going 2 do this? Pray 4 me k. Im scared. I think Ill need adivan. Theres no other way ... I still almost need it thinking about seeing him. Fuck. I know u get anixety. Fuck. How am i going 2 do this. I cant even play music in court :( yep im freaking out. Just wanna run and hid again. But i cant leave my son and i have 2 go 2 court 4 him. Ive been avoiding anything that reminds me of him or is associated with him. I see it now the ptsd. But it feels like real fear. Oh Shawn. I cant go 2 court. How am i going 2 do this. :( Hugs. Fuck. Again thats 4 putting up with my crazy not on my adivan or my new medication yet therapy or anything but low dose prozec and nicotine gum. Fuck. Hope u will enjoy my wall of photography. Some pics r actually not bad 😋 again just thank you. Dont know what id do without your music and openess about your own aniexty struggles. Id just feel so alone with you. Ya im truly in love again and again and again and again thank u. Ya i smiled and atopped crying but still super anixous.

nyaralove Went to your Glendale Arizona show and it was amazing 💕 keep it up you make so many people happy 💗

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annika.rosalie that’s the first thing you see in heaven 🙌🏻

itsgiannna I can assure u you’re doing amazing sweetie

rivers_dani_05 Porque tienes que ser tan perfecto ❤️

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