マイケル・グラント・テリーさんのインスタグラム写真 - (マイケル・グラント・テリーInstagram)「You can’t google “what happens when you stop working as an actor?” There are no results. There are no results - That has kinda been the orchestra playing over and over again in my head these past two years. What am I doing wrong? What’s wrong with me? Second guessing yourself is your first response - the crutch you’ve learned to lean on. This business is harsh on even the strongest person. And now I find myself looking back on the walking cliche that I never wanted to be - worried about my weight, my face, my looks, my physique, as I age in the way I’ve always wanted to. As I age into the man, the husband, the father, the worker that I want to be. The MAN who I have always wanted to play. Vulnerable, interested in life. SENSITIVE. Angry. Sad. Overjoyed with life’s emotions, to a fault. Too trusting of what life has to bring. Not trusting enough. Am I too nice? Why can’t I be meaner - then maybe I’d get ahead. I love food, I love the way it makes people feel. I love serving them and seeing their face when they eat the food I’ve spent hours making. I am a carpenter - working with wood gives me a peace nothing else can. Accomplishing a project, creating something renders me in the most meditative state I can be. I’m a great interviewer and a really good driver. I am very funny (something which has rarely been expressed on camera because I’ve been told I’m “not half hour funny” - whatever the fuck that means?). I’ve been deemed a lot of things. I’ve been defined by other people, when I should have been defining myself. Yes, I’m an actor. But being an actor does not define me. It’s an outlet - one of MANY outlets that I love. The moment you step on stage when the curtain opens bring a feeling to my heart that I wish everyone could experience. But so does eating fresh pasta…」4月27日 1時15分