ニック・スウォードソンのインスタグラム(realnickswardson) - 7月25日 02時49分

Happier times. My friend Mark on the left just died. They found him dead in his apartment. He went through horrible depression. Me and Brian were his best friends. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. If you’re having trouble. Reach out. You’re not alone. You’re loved and people care about you. I know it’s hard. But know that. Goodbye Mark. I’m devastated. Sorry to be downer but please reach out if life feels to much ❤️

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xxslicktxx Nick I suffer that myself and I'm actually mentally disabled due to major depression, Social Anxiety issues such as social phobia, Bipolar along with severe panic attacks brought on by the anxiety. Causes my blood pressure to sky rocket during attacks. Its taken my dreams away of becoming a pro boxer or Actor when I was in my prime. The mental issues I battle has ruined my memory like craztly especially short term memory, it is no joke especially depression. Sorry for your loss Nick. Also with my issues and having a family judging me for them like mental issues doesn't exist and being mean to me about it, I just had to disown them all, I have to just depend on myself with help from my woman. She has the same type of issues and we relate and try to be a support team for one another but we clash a lot to. I still love her though. No one helps us so we have to depend on each other through thick and thin. I understand the struggles of mental issues. Its no joke and it sucks. Hope everyone suffering finds a good support team and just know a lot of us out here go through the same ordeal and understand and just know you guys are not alone. Reach out to talk to someone with similar issues that can help you. Don't go through it alone. Take care everyone and again sorry for your loss Nick.

modern_day_quepaso So sorry to hear about the loss of your friend; I can relate—I’ve lost a couple friends, myself. It’s never easy...and I wish you, and his friends/family so much love, condolences, and just big hugs all around. His life—especially the brighter memories—deserve to be remembered, and celebrated. If you’re ever in the Austin area, and would like to grab a beer or just talk, feel free to hit me up. In fact, we were supposed to do an interview together years ago in San Antonio, but it fell through. Anyway, my point is that I am always here for ya whenever you’d like talk. As for anyone thinking that reaching out is putting a burden on your friends/loved ones, or placing the blame back on yourself if you choose not to reach out...that’s just not true. You are loved; we are all human, full of imperfection, and the people who truly care about you will be more than happy to talk and be close there for you. Never be afraid to be open and honest with the people that truly love you, and know that you are needed just as much as you need others—just because you may not feel it, doesn’t mean it isn’t true.

kacihas_aflask @realnickswardson I won’t go into too many details as I would like my life somewhat private. My husband of almost 7 years died 2 weeks ago. I’m 32 and he was 42. He was my best friend. My partner. I was going to grow old with him. He was the most kind, loving, & genuine soul one could ever meet. I miss him dearly. I’m writing you today because I agree with the reaching out. Since his passing. I have felt nothing but sadness, darkness, and loneliness. No matter how many people ( with love and support ) were & are around me I get lost in a zone of hearing muffled noises and shadows passing which are just figure of people moving along my path. The only thing that has kept me afloat is my friends and family who I reach out to when I’m feeling like all is lost and I can’t go on. Even if it’s someone you never talk to often or a cousin you haven’t spoke to in years. Say something. People will write you or call you back with anything to keep connection. Too all who are feeling sad of loss or any type of grief, Reach out. Please and thank you for everyone’s time. - a sad widow, kaci 💜🌺

_theoriginalmiz_ @bunnyveedes I deeply appreciate you opening up to me and sharing yourself and your journey. Definitely honored and don’t take it for granted. Life is filled with nuance. That’s what life is. I’ve always beat myself up—for many different reasons. Quite often so unfairly. Especially when compared to others. We would think loving ourselves would be the easiest thing to do and it’s not. But yet I can be the nicest, most loving and caring person that anyone has ever met. I can put on a great smile and present myself well. No one would know not one thing I go through on a daily basis. That’s the thing, we can never judge a book by its cover. The number one thing that keeps me here is that my parents would be absolutely devastated if I checked out. As painful as most of my days are, I’d rather face it, try my hardest to evolve with it, than devastate them. Seek it to the end, whatever that may be. My door is always open, again, if you want to talk. DM me any time. Godspeed. ???

bunnyveedes @_theoriginalmiz_ all is not lost my friend. I feel you completely. Except. I had the most wonderful up bringing. I have the best support system and I beat myself up for not being who I used to be. I took a medicine for years that made me feel great. Then I cut it in half to have a baby and I have never been the saw since. Trial and error w meds. I was the life of the party now I’m a home body. It’s so hard. But I cling to my family and God. The unknown beings a lot of anxiety too. I try to celebrate the small victories. I’m working on loving myself. I realized even in my darkest days. Which I have due to a hormone condition too. Those are the days I want it to end. Then a few days later or next day is better. It’s hard. Because I compare this time of my life to my past one. It’s like two diffeeent people.

_theoriginalmiz_ @bunnyveedes Can’t express in words how deeply thankful I am. In these modern times especially, I believe with all the external distractions, it’s far easier to get away from your center. Although I believe I was born with this in my DNA somehow—my upbringing definitely didn’t help it. I’ve tried so hard to battle all of my life from basically 7 on. The numbness. The crying. The scary Universal thoughts—which I’ve had since I was a kid. All is not lost, because it makes me so much more empathetic, understanding, and loving. The ever present and nuanced yin and yang. I’m going to try my hardest to keep going. My door is always open for you, as well, and thank you again. All the best. ???

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