ニッキー・ヒートンのインスタグラム(niykeeheaton) - 8月10日 13時57分

Making this video was unbelievably emotional for me. It caused me to have to revisit a really dark, really bad place in my life where I almost didnt survive..No one understands how truly close I was to ending everything. I felt I had nothing to live for anymore. Looking in the mirror made me want to die...you may look at me and not understand how I could possibly feel this way..but you aren’t me. You don’t live in my head, and you certainly aren’t judged the way I am judged merely for existing. So yes, this was a very emotional video for me to make because I never talk about my debilitating anxiety, or my crippling depression that comes with daily suicidal ideations. I pulled myself out of the deepest, darkest times..because I didn’t have a choice, and there was no one there to grab my hand. That’s why I felt it necessary to try to explain this a little bit to you all. Maybe someone out there will understand just a little bit..& maybe it will help them too. -Niyk
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linny.bag.a.donuts I suffer from severe depression and ptsd that sometimes effects my ability to eat. I am also prone to stomach ulcers and end up in the ER way too often from dehydration. Would you recommend your detox to someone who is trying to gain weight instead of lose it? I feel that the struggle is the same for us all and some people don't realize how heartbreaking it is to step on the scale every week and watch your weight go down. I should be 120 but am currently 103. I eat healthy, I workout, but the ulcers act up when they feel like it. I want to try your detox soooo bad just don't want it to take away from what I've been able to gain back. I'd really value your opinion @niykeeheaton would truly mean the world. My Dr has tried to push meds of me whose side effects cause weight gain but I don't want to take medications either.

justtyrant I appreciate seeing this side of you, gives me a very different (but positive) perspective of you. Everyone has their battles and I believe it’s good to be open about it, spread the awareness and let people who’re experiencing the same thing know they’re not alone. Especially if your giving them a healthier way to cope with it. I’ve had my fair share troubles (not health issues but also serious) , and I use to listen to some of your music when dealing with that stuff. Helped me relax a little even tho it was hard to. Anyways keep doing what you’re doing. Cause you’re doing great hon :) @niykeeheaton

ph4ntom_kitty_dys I absolutely love this. Mental health awareness has so many stigmas that come with it, and people can be flat out cruel. When you struggle with things such as depression and anxiety it really does take control over your life. You just made a point to reach out to everyone that they're not alone, and there is a fight within. This is beautiful and so are you, inside AND out. I believe a lot of us struggle with some dark corners and feel trapped within them. It's really nice to hear from one of my idols that these feelings are very much real, and maybe I'm not so alone or crazy. Much love to you.

ytlexi honestly ya know. i feel bad for what you went through. but what y’all have to understand is. it’s ok to feel a certain way about your now or past body. but when you call that body type disgusting and horrible and all these things. people apply that to themselves and feel bad bc their favorite influencer just said their body was disgusting. does that make sense? it’s harmful to others and this video was extremely over dramatic and underwhelming at the same time.. when you have a large following you should be conscious of how your words and actions affect people who look up to you

leeleeslife826 Its hard to be open and raw on social media or anywhere and applaude you for doing this video. Depression is a serious issue and I'm sorry that you struggle with it. I love your voice, I think your beautiful inside and out. I am going to try this detox. My diet is horrendous. I've lost 50 lbs but I'm still in need of 40 more. Thank you for being inspirational.

bmclean_76 All I'm going to say is thank you. I'm a disabled veteran and I have Severe PTSD and Severe depression and I to have daily suicidal thoughts. And I can't talk to anyone about it because either no one understands or when I do they think I'm crazy. So thank you for sharing your story and making me realize that I am not alone.🙏

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