エヴァンジェリン・リリーさんのインスタグラム写真 - (エヴァンジェリン・リリーInstagram)「I just found out this morning that #peterlindbergh died. So rarely do I feel any connection to celebrity deaths, but I shot with Peter Lindbergh once. In #Antigua. I was young, twenty-nine, and I was at odds with everything in my life. Especially my #fame. Especially my career. Today, Peter’s death has a particular pang because it represents lost (pun fully intended) opportunities in my life. I have so much pain surrounding my body as a sexual object. While being desired feels good, it also feels limiting to have every organ and every cell in my body be regarded as nothing more than a tool for the pleasure of another. I worked with Peter on a fragrance campaign. I didn’t want to be there. I didn’t want to be there, wet, in the ocean, in a bathing suit, seducing a camera. I did it for the money. And as a result, despite all of the accolades he came with, Peter, the photographer, was the enemy. I would not relax and allow myself to experience what I have now heard from woman, after woman, after woman...the kind, soft, talented, insightful, wise, inspiring, truly magnificent human being that was Peter Lindbergh. I missed that. Peter is a legendary photographer. Will go down as one of the best of all time. And I am one of the lucky few who got to be photographed by him. And I missed it. I didn’t show up to that party. I missed the opportunity to have a special man show me the other side of our industry, the side that is artful, connected, classy and mature, and maybe even show me another side of myself. I wasn’t open to be blessed and so I missed the blessing of spending a few days in the company of a legend. Instead, I stuck to my fear, I stuck to my anger and I remained guarded through the whole experience. I feel very sad today, knowing that Peter is gone. I think I’d recently come to wonder if I’d ever be fortunate enough to shoot with him again, only this time as a mature woman who would be able to meet his eye and receive. That won’t ever happen now. Despite all my armour, I remember Peter to have been all the things his reputation states - he was lovely and solid, kind and sure, classy and respectful, easy and talented. I mourn his passing today. 💧」9月10日 3時12分