アンディー・トレスのインスタグラム(stylescrapbook) - 4月16日 00時44分

My walk to the supermarket has become the highlight of my day. It’s not that I didn’t notice things before, but I see things with different eyes now. The past few weeks have shifted something in me. The roller coaster of emotions has gone from fear of the uncertain, to anxiety, to resignation, to feeling grateful -even tho things shift on the daily, as roller coasters do-. Fear of the unknown because I don’t know how this will change all of our lives and because I ache thinking of how many people have lost loved ones and I fear for mine. Anxiety because I feel the constant pressure of reinventing myself in an industry where a lot has to change. Resignation because I’m trying to learn to let go of things that I cannot control and which is a huge life lesson for me -one which I struggle with a lot-. But ironically, I am grateful because this lockdown has made me appreciate those things I took for granted. Being here in my own little world has taught me to be more present, to focus on what actually matters. That health and freedom are treasures to be cherished, that family and loved ones are worth their weight in gold and if we don’t have those, all the extra material things we have aren’t worth much. I’ve seen my small tree at home grow new leaves and have been mesmerized by the process. Made me feel angry to think that humans haven’t respected nature, that we have taken our planet for granted and now, while being locked at home, we all wish we could sit outside and enjoy the outdoors; the same we haven’t protected. I hope this is a wake up call to all of us, to protect what we love and be more accountable for our behavior. I send love to everyone who has lost loved ones over this virus and if you’re feeling the same as me, know that you aren’t alone. It somehow comforts me to think that we are truly all together in this.

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