サマー・レイさんのインスタグラム写真 - (サマー・レイInstagram)「I doubt myself. A lot. Sometimes I wonder if I am doing the right things. Investing my time in the right paths. What if it’s wrong? Am I living in the right place? Going after the right things? But there isn’t really a ‘right’ way. Does this feed me mentally? Does it make me feel alive? Am I happy? Truly happy doing these things. I’m always chasing. Always. Rarely do I stop & take a minute to look where I have come from or how far I am now. I’m always on to the next goal. I am very thankful for that mentality as I don’t think everyone is born with that. But it haunts me. The enormous amounts of pressure I put on myself when really I am way more than enough for my close friends and family. I am actively trying to invest myself in what feeds me mentally & spiritually. But it is hard. Self doubt is ok, we are only human. It’s how I push through that matters. Does the doubt freeze me in that place or do I keep going knowing the best things come out of fear. So if you ever feel this too, especially when times are so uncertain this year...it is ok. Feel it. Cry. Journal. Let it out. Show yourself grace. Be proud of yourself. Then push through it. What is meant for you is yours.」10月2日 23時34分