ジョアンナ・ガルシアさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ジョアンナ・ガルシアInstagram)「A year ago today I sat in the hospital kicking the walls with my foot. Hoping that if I could somehow shatter the block wall it would hurt less knowing it was your time to go. I hated that moment. I hated that our worst nightmare was coming true and I knew that those feelings of utter heartache was just the beginning. I kissed your head, held your hand, and told you that you were not alone. And all I kept hearing from you was that it was going to be ‘ok’. Those words rattled through my head and my heart and I would bite back ‘it is NOT ok, Dad!’ I can honestly say that it just isn’t ok...far from it. But I know what you meant. You knew you would meet me in my dreams when I needed you to; you knew you would play the right song at the right moment and I would so clearly understand what you meant; you knew Michael and I would be closer than ever before and get each other through the toughest of days; you knew we would take care of mom in her illness with the same respect and tenderness as you had; you knew Nick, our family, and my friends would carry me through; and you chose to send the hawks, reminding ALL of the people you loved that you were still right there. Because of YOU I suppose we are ok, Dad. Sad, yes. Less whole, no doubt. And when we ask ourselves ‘what would doc do?’ those answers always lead us to doing the right thing, living with gratitude, and leading with love. You’re still making the world a better place because the love you gave to your family and friends and anyone who knew you, changed us...for the better. I can’t imagine a legacy more important. I will miss you until we meet again and I will never stop telling anyone who will listen just how extraordinary you are. I love you, Daddy ❤️」11月10日 4時21分