ヴィッキー・パティソンさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ヴィッキー・パティソンInstagram)「A tale of two Vicky’s 😂🤦🏻‍♀️ As the world slowly begins to open up I was lucky enough to have a little taste of normality this week. I’ve done my best to keep busy & focused over the last year- I started my podcast, some social campaigns & charity work but I have missed shooting, filming & being on set. I’ve spent 10 years working hard & trying to get recognised in this industry & I know my job is a big part of who I am. What I didn’t realise until recently was that it completely defined me. The last year has been tough for everyone but it has afforded most us a lot of time to think & reflect, to work out what’s important. I don’t want to be the girl rushing through life, constantly searching for success or validation, lurching from one job to th next, hoping that the next campaign or the next show will make me happy or will be enough for me. Unable to stop & smell the roses or be pleased with how far I’ve come or proud of what I’ve achieved. I used to work tirelessly believing that if I didn’t, someone else would come along, take the job, do it better than me & everyone would realise Vicky Pattison wasn’t that special 🥺 I don’t ever want to feel like that again. If for any reason I can’t do this job anymore or people decide they don’t want me in their magazines or shows ever again- I don’t want to feel like that’s all I have & there is nothing else to me. I worked this last year on making sure there was more to me than just what I did for a living & I allowed myself to feel proud of how far I’ve come- I’m still super excited for what the future holds & don’t get me wrong I can’t wait to get back in the swing of things but it won’t be to the detriment of my relationships, my health or my peace anymore. I still want nights on the sofa with my giant sweetie jar, I don’t want to agonise over my weight & I want to make time for people I love ❤️ I just wanted to remind you all that although this year has been difficult, you have survived & you have grown & we have all learnt so much about ourselves & what we truly value. The minute the world opens up again- don’t be in such a hurry to rush back to normality that you forget the changes you promised to make.」2月27日 19時35分