スターリー・シャイアン・スミスさんのインスタグラム動画 - (スターリー・シャイアン・スミスInstagram)「For years after my brand broke up I tried to quit music. I would say things like ‘It’s not meant for me’ ‘I’m not good enough’ ‘I’m never doing music again’ My heart would break. The thought of not singing, of not doing music would genuinely make me want to die but I couldn’t seem to make it work and I couldn’t seem to let it go or find another path either. Music always came back to me. One night sobbing and fed up I prayed to God telling him I was done. I wasn’t going to try anymore. I told God that if music was part of my purpose, part of his plan for me to make it happen. I told him I was truly letting go and putting it all in his hands. I said - I know you love me, I know you have the perfect plan for me. It’s up to you. My life is yours. Use me. Guide me. Teach me. Thy will be done. Because I couldn’t go on. I wouldn’t survive. I told God to take the wheel. By some miracle I’ve been in the studio writing & recording new music. Music that I never thought in a million years I would be able to make, let alone music I personally paid for. He is a God of miracles. He cares about what we want. He knows what we desire and he wants to give it to us. Just ask 🤍」5月6日 3時49分