ケイリン・ルッソさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ケイリン・ルッソInstagram)「Now for my long real feelings about tour (pt1) and bear with me because I don’t have the patience to make this grammatically correct or really even make sense, I’m just gonna lay it all out here. 1: traveling and singing every night and picking out outfits has actually centered me and brought immense confidence and I just wanna savor this feeling bc I really let go of all of my self doubt. I realized I really need travel and solitude to feel alive so that was very refreshing and validating for my soul. I was feeling very trapped and like the world was so loud in Los Angeles. Loud in a way that I couldn’t escape comparing myself to others and feeling extremely stuck. My mental health was at the bottom.. I had mad anxiety about my presentation all the time and anxious about getting more music out ( which I have lots in store) and just life shit so overall I’m INCREDIBLY GRATEFUL to find myself within myself thru this chaos because it also made me realize I made the correct career choice. I feel like my cup is incredibly full and I am inspired. I just finished touring most of my new album for a month with not only one of the oldest living punk bands but with my dad and uncle and basically people who have known me my whole entire life and people who didn’t know me but knew of me. It was a very interesting trip, I realized a lot about habits and hierarchy and overall psychology. And some astrology (thank u Rocky.) It was very interesting and hard and beautiful to observe. The closest comparison I can make is that It was like being in almost famous meets the exorcist meets cheaper by the dozen meets anchorman?? The same 12 punch lines that get recycled and they’re just as crude as u can imagine. I restored a lot of anger and grief I had towards old relationships and I’m st o k e d.」8月30日 2時54分