SCROLL LEFT FOR MORE PIX ? & PLZ READ BELOW I share many time in my posts that #iusedtobe200lbs , I don't have too many photos to share mainly bc I hated pictures , I used to hide, I'd cry & run away or I'd hide myself behind someone or something...but u'll find three images here. I also share the rough path I faced when I started with my weight loss journey. I was a young girl, pressured to loss weight bc of my health issues that it lead me into other unhealthy issues... I became anorexic ... n for years battled with bulimia. I didn't grow up in a diverse society like we live in today. If u weren't a size 00 then u weren't attractive. I liked having control on the # on the scale or so I thought. Bc the truth was that the # on the scale had taken control of me. I was 20 when I started to loss hair & completely stopped having my period & weighed 82lbs ... 82lbs!!? through family n friends I got help & I learned sooooo much. I learned food could be tasty, fun & most importantly the source of a healthy lifestyle. I used to think lifting weight would make me look manly. N how ironic it was the day I joined the gym n started lifting weights... I had just gotten out of my abusive relationship at the age of 26. The gym became my sanctuary , my detox ?? n since then my body has come into its full womanhood! ive since then challenged it with mind & body, with discipline, education & practice. I eat 6x a day?? I can squat 300lbs?? im curvy & yet fit?? But most of all I'm happy and it shows ? although it's never over, I'm just happy that I've grown , that I'm still learning & that I can shed light on these issues w my platform w my own story. I'm just so happy we live in a time that plus size models grace the covers of magazines bc SELF LOVE is amazing & once u find it, don't ever let it go? #fitspo #fitnessmotivation #fitnessjourney #fitfam #health #wellness #anoreixa #bulima #

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