CONT READING HERE IN CAPTION: No vaccations but one. No going out on dates just staying home n I tolerated it bc I wanted him to save $$ bc we were working on getting a house together. Only To be told by him and I quote "u always made me feel insecure " really ? By showing u off? My being loyal ? honest w u? By pushing u being more ? For waiting for the man I believed in him to be??? Am I mad? I'm hurt. Bc he had me thinking it was me for 2.5weeks. I just found out bout her days ago. Looks aren't everything but my God if ur going to cheat let it be w a GROWN woman that looks good or better than me. Not a w baby who looks so average n so young that she'd be I impressed w anything. I guess it's bc he's so insecure he needs to feel like #1. Then u realize that's his M.O. He did the same thing to his last gf. She wanted marriage though n when she spoke on it he dumped her after 2-3yrs (she was lovely, strong, outgoing n loved n admired by many) what did he do? He moved in w an UGLY OLD broad n PROPOSED to her in just 2-3months. He has been seeing her behind her back while dating her. N soon after the break he did everything the other girl wanted from him w new person. N now that I have my clarity back n common sense I realize Something very very offf with this person. I always knew he suffered from insecurity (he told me he hated the way he saw himself in photos etc) but I didn't know how bad it was until now that I see the big picture. I never pressured marriage or a ring. I was his best friend through out. I turned down celebs n CEO that wanted to wine n dine me n I always showed him n in front of him turned them down. U don't hurt the person u "love" & u sure as hell don't betray ur "best friend" n u def don't hurt ur "soulmate". He knows nothing about these labels nor love n I realize He's a selfish weak, scared lil boy.

iamjesseniaさん(@iamjessenia)が投稿した動画 - 2017/06/20 19:47:31