I figured this top 9 is a perfect example of what social media is. We tend to only share the moments we want to be seen, usually the best parts of ourself. But it's not a true representation of our life. I always try to post positive, encouraging, inspirational things...but I realized that it's not me. It's only a part of me. What you don't see are all the other parts. The negative, depressed, dark times when I feel like there is no hope...the real me. I don't really need to share any of this with y'all. But I believe it allows us to have a better connection and to feel less isolated at times when we're not at our best. So here's just me being real. I'm not going to edit this...I'm just going to write about some things that I haven't shared with you thus far. Although this past year was filled with such amazing memories for me. There were also some really dark times. I went through a period of depression...totally random. Feeling lost like I didn't know where I was going. I remember not being able to feel emotions, feeling numb to everything. And that for me was terrifying. I've made some great friendships, but I've also lost some friends that I thought I'd never lose. Golf wasn't all that I thought it would be for me this year. I had some big goals and I fell way short. I also fell in love for the first time, only to realize that my heart must let go of him. I always talk about vulnerability and how important that is in a relationship. This is being at my most vulnerable. This is the raw, unedited, real version of myself. This is me. And I'm sure I overshared too much and that I maybe shouldn't have done this. But I'm human. Just like all of you. In the end, we're in this life together, we're not alone. One thing I've learned in all of this is allowing myself to be seen for who I am, is so liberating. Embracing my true self is allowing me to accept both the good and bad. Understanding that it's all meant for me on this journey. (Continued....)

taddy808さん(@taddy808)が投稿した動画 - 2019/01/01 10:19:07