Elisabeth Riouxのインスタグラム(elisabethrioux) - 1月18日 05時07分

@bamboounderwear ✌? This week was really revealing for me, I realized the difference between “me” “my perception of myself” and “people’s perception of me” .. I am someone capable of many things but I don’t recognize it, just like alot of girls, we don’t know out worth and have no idea.. I don’t know this “me” and I’ll probably never know her. Does that make me officially become the “perception I have of myself” ? I don’t think so, there is still things I am doing without realizing and I AM DOING THESE THINGS so it exists ! But no matter how I see myself, people have a complete different perception of who I am.. If I am this person to them, am I this person ? WHO AM I ?!?! WHY AM I THINKING SO FAR ???? At the end of the day I think I am probably just a mix of those 3 ? I don’t know who I am but I know I am confused ? well, I really want to be transparent and authentic to all of you, I want your perception of me to be as close as I can to the real me and so for that reason, when I realized how many important things you still didnt know about me, I decided to film a video on which I am answering questions I’ve avoided. Those are all subjects I never felt like talking about such as my ex boyfriends, my ex friends, my pregnancy, story of mutilation, am I vegan, my sisters.. etc ✌? Btw I wanted to talk about this but forgot and got lost in this long ass caption : when I posted the cat photo yesterday (my last post) I was unsure cause I felt like it didnt represent me at all and I talked about it, I received so many messages of people saying “you’re so much better like that” “that shows another side of your personality, you don’t need to always be in bikini or underwear” “you look more real in pictures like that” etc etc that was really sweet but also really disturbing for me cause it is REALLY NOT ME.. if that’s a “me” you prefer, then maybe you just don’t really appreciate who I am.. That was a staged photoshoot, outfit by a sponsor, professional photographer, posing in a living I rented just for the photoshoot and playing with a cat (I’m not even a cat person, no hate cats but I prefer dogs). damn my caption is too long, to be continued in tomorrow’s caption?

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