レイチェル・ブレイセンさんのインスタグラム写真 - (レイチェル・ブレイセンInstagram)「I had a bullshit moment today. A total bs-moment. You know, one of those ridiculous things you think that come out of the blue and you don’t know what brought it on? I was putting on this swimsuit to go sailing today and looked down and the way I was tying the sides of it made my skin compress and wrinkle. Since pregnancy so much is different but there are things that still surprise me; like how when I press my fingers into my belly or push the skin together it’s soft and the skin wrinkles where before it was smooth. You know? Mamas, you know. And I know it’s because my belly stretched to make space for and create the most magical thing that’s ever entered my life but still, sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and my judgmental mind tells me things I normally would never ever think, much less speak out loud. But today I did. “Isn’t it sad that my belly looks like this now?” I told Dennis as I pressed my fingers into the soft skin beneath my belly button. He looked at me. “The only sad thing about it is that I don’t get to kiss it enough.” And then he kissed my belly and I cried because jesus christ how is my mind so messed up that it focuses on insignificant shit like wrinkled skin when I have a literal gift from god holding my hand and telling me I’m beautiful every single day and we made a perfect daughter and our lives are so beautiful and everything is so fucking filled with magic I don’t even have words to describe it. I am the luckiest girl in the world. And I have the luckiest belly, too💛」6月17日 8時52分