キャンディス・クマイのインスタグラム(candicekumai) - 8月3日 01時20分

dear girls,
I know I have been quiet lately, & all of you have been asking about the podcast.
It’s coming back, I just need time to feel like myself again. yesterday I missed a flight & was delayed 5 hours, landing in NY at 2 am.

I missed check-in by 4 minutes, tears welled into my eyes ... I quietly walked over to the airport overpass with four bags and I just cried.

I put my ray bans on and just let it all out... thank God for sunnies.
This job is hard girls, it’s not what you think. I will never tell you this is all easy or fabulous. This job is just me... that’s it.
No investors, no husband, no partners, no regular income, I run two corporations with many employees to pay on my own... sometimes that feels like drowning.

My heart clenched as to who to call .. I called two of my best friends, Cecelia + Dana, they held me back together, that’s what friends do.

While I’ve been cutting tape for a NHK Japan documentary, writing a new book proposal, writing menus, prepping, cooking a dinner for 40 on a boat in Montauk this weekend, writing stories, content & prepping for projects with Vogue, NBC and Condé.

I want to be sure to give you my best. So behind these pretty, hazel, hapa eyes; there’s a girl who’s constantly working & doesn’t want to half-azz anything. I don’t care if people post everyday all day, that’s not my style.
I stand by my long-term tangible projects: books, shows, documentaries, magazines. My clients like @belvederevodka respect my work + allow for artists to have time & space to create lasting art. Rushing is my least favorite thing.
A masterpiece cannot be built over obsessive, posting daily ... It’s behind closed doors, with grace & time.. it is in reflection. I still believe in lasting art.

The best part about getting older, is you really don’t care what others think anymore.

When you’re destined for greatness it becomes your one sure thing.. my one constant is my art & my heart guides me.
it’s my family’s legacy.
I’ll see you all in Montauk + NYC this week.

keep crushing but also allow time & space xx 💋 ck
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essentielbyadele Beautifully said Candice! 🙏🏼🙌🏼 Thank you so much for putting this truth in words and encouraging us all to take time away from the busy grind… I too have never felt authentic posting daily or keeping busy just to keep up… The older I get, I know the deep value in time for my soul to unwind which requires me to step off the hamster wheel of doing. Enjoy your weekend and amen sister! 💛💛💛

israhash You live what you preach and that's what has brought you much success and authenticity and what attracts people who share your view and keep us nodding yes and yes. It's not about posting everyday, it's about posting when it feels right and you have something of high quality to offer. I appreciate that and appreciate you. I hope our paths cross again one day. xoxo ❤️

thepigandquill Ugh, the pressure to create content is so overwhelming, I can’t even imagine what it’s like for someone as centrally spotlighted as you. I’ve always admired the integrity you put into everything you take on — keep doing what you do, babe! It’s an inspiration to so many of us. (And thank god for girlfriends in the time of need!) ❤️

laurajhanson You are a true artist! Love this and who you are. Always appreciate your inspiration + authenticity 🙌🏼💕✨ Here’s to releasing our emotions however we need to process + move through them... so we can continue to show up as our most empowered selves 🤗 life is ebbs + flows! And finding peace in the present along the way 🙏🏼

emeraldm @candicekumai I’m so glad we met all those many Home Made Simple days ago. I’m thankful to be able to tell Mia (she’s 13 now!) and Emily (almost 10!) that they met you and they have even a small connection with someone who is out there, keeping it real within all the worlds you hustle in. Kickin butt, one task at a time. 💕

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