ファイン・フレンジーさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ファイン・フレンジーInstagram)「for those of you that requested the words to the poem i read last night 🌸🌸🌸 sending you love. thank you for spending that evening with me. thank you @thevioletbook and everyone who came with us. my heart is full of you today... here you goes x x x I walk with grief I drag her up the hill And back down again Through the blue bell wood we go She doesn’t want to move She wants to sit in the river She wants to close her eyes I pick her up, under the arms She weighs so much I can barely stand We must get out to the field, I say We must find a patch of sun She pools in my stomach She leadens my legs She makes me want to scream No words, just sounds Just animal loss And breathing. Sometimes I give up I sit on a chair I stare into the fire I let her blow trumpets in my ear I’m sick of you, I say Sick of carrying you around Sick of trying to understand why you won’t move Can’t you see, I am? Can’t you see? She smiles She knows that I am the one Hands clutching her skirt Unwilling to let go For she is the closest I can get To the one I lost. Fine, I say I’ll walk with you today Just a little while Up that hill And down And through the bluebell wood. ~ bluebell wood