Acacia Brinleyさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Acacia BrinleyInstagram)「My not-so-tiny-anymore tiny girl... with every new baby coming in the picture, your heart aches for your current one. When Rosie came, I was terrified of my bond lessening with Brinley and now with baby boy, I’m feeling that twice over for her. When we got pregnant we didn’t know she’d have open heart surgery just a few months later. We didn’t know this year would flip her universe upside down. We didn’t know our weeks would consist of countless specialist appointments + med schedules + tube feeding. Would we still have gotten pregnant if we knew? My guess is probably not... but that’s where we are. Since I’ve done this before, I’m fully aware that your bond doesn’t actually shrink with your other children but that your heart grows.... but am I still crying my eyes out and shaking right now thinking Rosie isn’t gonna be my little baby girl anymore? Absolutely. Your mind can play major tricks on you when it comes to overthinking about the loves of your life. I love my Rosie more than my own life and I would do anything on this great green earth for her to be happy and feel loved. The fear of another child taking time away from her is covering me like a cloud today. I know that this will pass, that it’s just a story, but to any other pregnant mamas out there with their 2nd, 3rd, 4th+ babies on the way, you’re not alone. It’s normal. We just have to remind ourselves that, although it seems impossible, our hearts will grow... they’ll triple & quadruple in size if they have to just to make room for all of our babies. You’ll look back and feel so silly for even second guessing it. Rosemary Keegan will always be my very special girl. No one can take that away. 💛」9月25日 0時38分