ヴァレンティナ・ゼリャヴァのインスタグラム(valentinazelyaeva) - 12月18日 16時56分
Since I started modeling almost 20 years ago I was always on the move. I was never at one place for more than 1 week 🧳
I basically lived on the plane, on the train, car services, different hotels, cities, countries and continents ✈️
I really enjoyed this lifestyle and while making money and building my cariera I was also discovering a world 🗺
I didn’t even noticed the line when I stopped enjoying and started to use traveling as an escape from being by myself. I didn’t know how to be myself, how to enjoy my own company 🌴
I never admitted it because I was simply afraid to look inward.
This year in Koh Samui I stayed on the island for almost a year😃 I didn’t feel like running away or escaping because one day, one amazing most magical day, I finally felt at ease in my heart with whatever situation, location, environment, circumstances I was in ❤️
The day when I saw for myself how important and the most precious thing is to be Myself I dropped all the desires and stopped in that moment that felt like stillness and blissful movement of life all at once 💙
I’m still learning and sometimes I “forget” Myself and I got caught in the tornado of the emotions but I simply take a deep breath, make my self a tea and while mindfully sipping on a tea I find that stillness inside me again and again 😌
#mindfulness
#love
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