ジェシカ・ヴィルのインスタグラム(jbunzie) - 9月21日 04時03分

✍🏻✨ It has been quite a few months now since I have adopted the slower life. Here’s me with my new flowers 🥀 I realized how much toxicity there was in boss babe culture, in entrepreneurship…how much stress can come from being so involved in juggling not only the logistics of the grind to keep everything in order but also the social pressures, business vultures, chaotic energy, and the fear you have daily having to ensure you’re doing everything to protect it and yourself from the sneakiest snakes — it took up so much space in my head, so much emotional space, that I was nauseous from it daily. It has given me what feels now similar to PTSD, for lack of a better comparison, and I instantly shut down and feel sick and anxious…
In a blink, I’ve let a majority of my 20s pass by me that I’ll never get back. Yes, there are a lot of freedoms and opportunities that came from it and for that I can’t really knock it too much but now that I’ve earned my essentials, I don’t see why I should continue pressing on. For what? There is rare beauty in slow simple living that I’ve learned to love…and peace to know I am enough as I am and my worth is not reliant on what I can materialize to impress others.
Now, I don’t think I’ll ever entirely give up entrepreneurship but I have sized down immensely - shut down business that was bringing me sickening stress - sized down on what pages I wanted to post on and only post when I feel inspired - all to only realign and center my focus on what I enjoy the most and that is filmmaking and whether I do that as a starving artist or a rising success, ultimately makes no difference to me as long as I am having a good time along the whole way 🖤
@somberstudios is now my *only* focus and priority - even above my own personal identity - and I’ve been having such a genuine blast making all things spooky. I’m currently running the Youtube channel for it to start and someday soon we will have some movies out but I will do it on my time when it’s the right time 🎥 meanwhile I’ve been writing a spooky book for fun and it’s been a relaxing experience 📖 a reminder to all of you…live on your own time, your own terms, and your own idea of success ✨

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