シグリッド・アグレンさんのインスタグラム写真 - (シグリッド・アグレンInstagram)「A funny thing happened a few months ago when the local newspaper decided to do an article on me having moved back on the island and being pregnant. The article read : “A top model in Martinique“. The article came out on the weekend, and on the monday morning as I entered my midwife’s office, he told me “Omg Sigrid! I had no idea you were a top model !” Of course everyone who was in the waiting room started staring at me. I smiled embarrassingly. At first I didn’t think much of it, just that it was quite funny because it’s never been how I thought of myself, nor how I present myself to others ( obviously lol ). However, as it happened again and again over the next few days, I realized that every time I got as uncomfortable. I started wondering: why was I getting so uneasy ? Why was it easier for me to forget this part of my life, leave it as a closed chapter ? Why did I prefer to not mention it even to people I am close to ? Some would argue it is modesty. I have myself long thought that it was just that I didn’t like being the center of attention. But do you want to know what the truth is ? Do you want to know what I realized ? It was all the guilt. The guilt of having been successful so young and so fast. The guilt of having made a lot of money in a world where many struggle to make ends meet. The guilt of having been so hard on myself and on my body because I felt like I needed to punish myself for that success. The guilt of having «had it all » but having been miserable inside. And last but not least, the guilt of not having felt worthy nor deserving enough. Today it feels good to accept all that I am by embracing my present but also my past self, and to feel proud of it all. 🙏🏻 Ps: This is one of my favorite pictures ever, by @dominiqueissermann for Chanel Jewelry ❤️ #waybackwednesday #model #life」1月27日 22時37分