さんのインスタグラム写真 - (Instagram)「Hello! Sorry for the long absence in content creating. I have been taking necessary breaks as I heal from an assortment of challenges. Back in 2020 I was diagnosed with a series of illnesses that manifested as SIBO, leaky gut, problem gaining weight, bloating and all sorts of other chronic inflammations. I got better with medication and diet changes but I do get flare ups every now and then. The biggest challenge is that I still find myself struggling with chronic fatigue, and my memory has been impaired to a point I have trouble remembering names of people I know and which pill I have just took a split second ago. This is not just forgetfulness like I kept excusing myself for. At the same time I am also slowly healing from all sorts of internal traumas with my spiritual practices, although right at this moment I feel like it’s actually making me lose the ability to feel a lot of things and I’m having all sorts of doubts again… but I know that this too, is part of healing. Finally summoned the courage to face my past, reading my diaries I wrote back when I was 9 to adulthood has helped me tremendously in understanding my past, most of which I conveniently blocked from my memories to protect myself from… myself. If you are also stuck and feeling like you are going nowhere, know that you are not alone. Today I just feel like opening up a little and hopefully reach out to people who feel the same. Extending a very socially distanced hug (because I have anxiety with people haha).」5月31日 13時22分