I've done many things in my life that absolutely terrified me. The best one by far? Marrying this man. _ I've been scared shitless of commitment my entire life. Since my childhood all I've known is abandonment, so how could I truly ever trust another? I took a leap of faith with Dennis. It was shaky, unfamiliar, the mere idea of trust. But I said Yes. I said Yes even though everything inside me screamed HE IS GOING TO LEAVE YOU AND THERE WILL BE PAIN. I said Yes even though deep down I knew he would eventually run, or die, or disappear. I said Yes... And he hasn't left. He is here, by my side. Standing in the fire together these past few years could have burned us up. But it didn't. I know now we were always meant to make it through. _ Truth is, I've never felt more love for my husband than I do in this moment. I want to hold his hand all day long. Sit on his lap. Cry. Be silent together. Talk. And love. We've had a week now of no distractions. No phones, no Netflix, no sugar-soaked evenings, no drunkenness. Nothing in-between. Just us. We've been together for six years but this is new. Normally there is so much; work, stress, to-do lists, escapes, fears. When was the last time you looked into your beloveds eyes - truly? When was the last time you were honest with each other - truly? I was under the impression before that with time, passion dwindles. That it's just the natural order of things. Well... It's not. Most definitely not. Passion doesn't get lost, people do! You can't sustain a passionate relationship if you've lost passion for yourself. It starts within. _ Now I'm loving clearly. It's coming from a place inside me that is pure. A place that loves me, too. It makes me want to giggle, this love! Have you ever heard the Rumi quote "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it"? No truer words spoken. We are all keeping love at bay. Notice it within yourself. How are you shielding yourself from life? Love is possible only once you've decided you are too precious to carry the weight of your past. You are too important. Too beautiful. And once you're free.... So is love.

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I've done many things in my life that absolutely terrified me. The best one by far? Marrying this man.
_
I've been scared shitless of commitment my entire life. Since my childhood all I've known is abandonment, so how could I truly ever trust another? I took a leap of faith with Dennis. It was shaky, unfamiliar, the mere idea of trust. But I said Yes. I said Yes even though everything inside me screamed HE IS GOING TO LEAVE YOU AND THERE WILL BE PAIN. I said Yes even though deep down I knew he would eventually run, or die, or disappear. I said Yes... And he hasn't left. He is here, by my side. Standing in the fire together these past few years could have burned us up. But it didn't. I know now we were always meant to make it through.
_

Truth is, I've never felt more love for my husband than I do in this moment. I want to hold his hand all day long. Sit on his lap. Cry. Be silent together. Talk. And love. We've had a week now of no distractions. No phones, no Netflix, no sugar-soaked evenings, no drunkenness. Nothing in-between. Just us. We've been together for six years but this is new. Normally there is so much; work, stress, to-do lists, escapes, fears. When was the last time you looked into your beloveds eyes - truly? When was the last time you were honest with each other - truly? I was under the impression before that with time, passion dwindles. That it's just the natural order of things. Well... It's not. Most definitely not. Passion doesn't get lost, people do! You can't sustain a passionate relationship if you've lost passion for yourself. It starts within.
_
Now I'm loving clearly. It's coming from a place inside me that is pure. A place that loves me, too. It makes me want to giggle, this love! Have you ever heard the Rumi quote "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it"? No truer words spoken. We are all keeping love at bay. Notice it within yourself. How are you shielding yourself from life?
Love is possible only once you've decided you are too precious to carry the weight of your past. You are too important. Too beautiful. And once you're free.... So is love.


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