Nicole Mejiaさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Nicole MejiaInstagram)「So much of this year felt like aimless wandering... I moved back and forth between Florida and Colorado, as if unable to crystallize the decision I made to start anew here. I spent months trying to give my heart to another who could not hold it. I spent countless hours searching my soul—asking myself “what the fuck are you actually doing??” I read books and journaled the equivalent of a few more. I spent a lot of time hiding—searching for the type of safety that anonymity offers. I felt afraid to be seen “figuring it out.” And then the rest of the time, questioned my need to be seen at all. Even right now I’m wondering why I feel the need to share this... I’m still trying to figure out my relationship to this digital space and how I want to show up in it. And that’s ok. I saw a quote the other day that said “don’t be afraid to be seen trying.” That shit hit me like a brick wall. Who are you trying to be perfect for and why?? It’s your life. Live it. But anyways, the energy in the universe today (12/21/20) was strong, clear, and deeply introspective. Just wow. So many downloads. I am sitting here with so much of the truth and clarity that I spent the year in search of. This year sure felt like a lot of wandering. But that’s how it goes when you’re out there living, experimenting, and searching, isn’t it? Wandering around, not sure what you’re doing, until eventually, you realize that you’ve been on a winding path back home all along— To yourself. 👣」12月22日 15時54分