Qing Hanさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Qing HanInstagram)「art blocked • • • get it? 👀😂 hey guys, it's been a while~! haha sorry... I've been a little...blocked up? lmao. I'm actually really nervous posting this cause it's been so long hahaha. it's kind of a combination of just my body being so tired all the time and me just not really wanting to draw or think about anything much. I kinda got a little sick when I visited China last month, and I guess it really kinda broke my body a little bit lmao. I hope I don't have to go back any time soon, but my grandfather has advanced lung cancer right now...I guess we'll see. I really hope he can still be here the next time I'm ready to travel again. ~ A little update on my heart disease though, the doctors still don't really know what's going on. The scar tissue in my heart has grown and so my heart function has gone down again lol. It kinda feels like pre-surgery when I walk uphill tbh. I get this major chest pain when I walked two flights of stairs the other day. (the doctor almost wanted to hospitalize me lmao....thankfully I don't have to go back and live in the hospital..for now...T_T;;..i hate the hospital so much lmao)...actually I'm getting a little chest discomfort rn cause I always get nervous posting my art 😂😂😭 On the other hand though, I was finally prescribed a medication that they want me to try. No one knows if it'll work, since my condition is so rare the pathologists can't find anything at all in north america's database, but it's better than nothing hahaha. I guess at this point I'm not...the most optimistic person? but I'm also....really tired.... But at least I'm alive right? Even if I feel super useless for not drawing as much or working...sorry, that's just personal stuff. I always wanna complain in these but then I immediately feel super bad for complaining lmaoo. Thanks for sticking with me guys xD. I know I'm probably losing a lot of followers and stuff now, totally understandable, I'm not the perkiest person right now and I'm not pumping out artwork like I used to xD~ Well, thank you guys for hanging around and actually reading through this lmaoo~ <3 #art #illustration #surrealism」12月2日 6時12分