ベス・ロッデンさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ベス・ロッデンInstagram)「Every time I left the house after Kyrgyzstan I would pack half my backpack full of food, even just to go to the grocery store or climbing gym. I was terrified at any hint of hunger after starving for six days. The house was stocked with months worth of food, just in case. I've also had times in my life where my cupboards were bare. I didn't want any extra food in the house because I was struggling with control and bingeing and purging. Two polarizing feelings, same person. Food is tricky right now. Decisions are tricky. There aren't any easy answers, I just wanted to say I understand and I get it. The best thing I've found is to try and be patient with myself, a little love can go a long way. Photo: Pancake Flake on The Nose - totally not current, but nice to think about being up on the big stone soaking up the sun right now, even though wall climbing always provided its own simplicities and complexities around food for me ... @coreyrichproductions // @outdoorresearch @metoliusclimbing @touchstoneclimbing @bluewaterropes @ospreypacks @skinourishment @clifbar @lasportivana #orambassador」4月29日 5時42分