チェルシー・ルーズのインスタグラム(chelseanicholerude) - 6月22日 06時57分

Honestly, I’ve considered throwing in the towel with climbing a few times during my recovery. I’ve only told, maybe, two people about these feelings because I felt ashamed for even having them. After all, climbing has been part of 2/3 of my life! •
I found myself having negative thoughts. Maybe I’m a baby, but recovery from shoulder surgery didn’t and still doesn’t feel like a walk in the park. There was a little bump in the road. But why was I having such negative thoughts with climbing? It couldn’t have been just because I was out of the game. And as it turned out...I was right. •
Honestly I had a hard time figuring out what I wanted climbing to be to me. Still figuring that out. However, now that I’ve climbed a few times I have found my love for it again. And that Love is deeply rooted. •
There were many times I felt kind of lonely though. Die hard climbers can’t seem to take a break and do non-climbing things with people who aren’t able to climb. Let me tell you. That sucks. •
People would ask me if I’ll return to sport climbing, trad climbing, ice climbing, etc. Truth is, trad climbing took the life of a dear friend of mine. I think I have a grudge with trad right now. And am not sure if I’ll return to it...
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I’m not sure I’ll return to ice climbing either because my last adventure with that was beyond traumatic. It stole a piece of me and it’s been hard work trying to get that back. There were moments where I thought I wouldn’t survive, among other things, and I just don’t think it’s worth it, personally.
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So I think I just return to sport, within my limitations, as a sport climber and boulderer. It’s where my roots are, after all. And let me tell you. I’m really, really looking forward to it.
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